Monday, July 18, 2011

Summer Time

I know I need to start blogging more often, but things get so hectic that by the end of the day I'm exhausted and have no energy to turn on the computer.
Well let me just tell you a little about what's been going on with me lately. I took a three hour drive up to Pennsylvania to take my kids to camp, and of course half way through the ride up there the motion of the car going up and down the mountains triggered an attacked. Even with the patch behind my ear, I still managed to get sick.
I don't seem to be getting sick quit as often these days except for the days when I have plans. Go figure it's a catch 22. On the day of my friends fourth of July BBQ, I was sick as a dog all day, ended up in the emergency and when I got out I almost convinced myself that I felt better and I could go. I got dressed and all, until i looked in the mirror and realized that I look green. I am still trying to learn my triggers and to know when to seek the appropriate help. That's the key in all this, asking for help while not trying to burden anyone else. I am just glad that at least two of my kids are away enjoying themselves in the summer fun and not have to worry about mommy being sick. That was my goal to get my kids some sort of peace, and I did it. I love my boys. xoxoxo